Confused mind.

This is the week of confusion. Since being back from break, I have felt like there was something different may be in myself or in others. However, at first it was not clear. Everything seemed to be great and I got to see all my friends that I missed. Now, it can't even be around the people I trust the most.

Its upsetting because I feel like I am the "tag along friend", but before the Christmas break I never felt this way. I know they love me dearly and same goes for me, but I can not help but feel it. Is that so wrong of me? That I feel awkward and seems to not have anything to talk about in any of our little conversations. May be I am just putting to much thought into it and should have more faith in them or everything I am feeling is right on key... I suppose only time will tell.

"Love all, trust few..." - William Shakespeare

Dreadlocks Journey

I am start my locks this year for the first time. I got my hair twisted during the Christmas break, and I super excited about it. Before convincing my parents to let me do this, I had to first look up information about dreads history, the stages, and the maintenance. Basically, to help further my understanding about locks before i start them. My goal length for my hair is about to my shoulder, which will take about 2 years or less depending on how fast my hair will grow.

This journey isn't only about hair. It is also an emotional and spiritual journey as well. Emotional because dealing with this type of hair style you need to be very very patience. I don't have a lot of that when it come to other things like school work, friends, and family. So this will be a good thing for me. At the same time it is a spiritual one because I want to get closer to God, and not to worry about relationship and stress because if i put trust in Him everything will be alright, like the song :). To be continued...